It's my birthday
Yet it doesn't feel like it is
I'm a year older
But I don't feel like I am
I am now fourteen year old
One above thirteen
But one below fifteen
But it doesn't matter to me
I don't act my age
And I know it
Everyone tells me this
But I already know
I don't act fourteen
I didn't act thirteen either
I never act my age
I either act younger or older than I am
I don't mean to
But I do
It's the way
My brain works
I'm one year older
I'm one year wiser
I'm one year closer to getting out of this place
I'm one year closer to death
I'm one year closer to getting my closure
I'm one year closer to ending it all
I'm one year closer to losing my sanity
I'm one year closer to losing myself